That Ever Defining Moment

I am Jack's late night epiphany.

There are only so many days left until Graduation. Personally, I can't wait til it's over. But this is old news. What's semi-new news is that I'm planning a month-long Eurotrip in June. Exciting no? It's like getting on a rollercoaster, I'm both nervous and excited at the same time, which is typical since I can't decide on anything.

After this, teaching overseas is my next project. I'm just going to go away. Boy, won't that be nice. I think I'm at the point where I'm just exhausted to care about how much life sucks here. Sometimes it hard to grasp the whole idea of having a fulfilling life when all it's about is overcoming an endless supply of obstacles until you die. And don't say that that's fulfilling in itself. Sure, you feel the sense of accomplishment of success, but you just have to get ready for the next obstacle. Life becomes a conflict in itself as we are always fighting the elements in our daily lives. Kind of a rip-off, don't you think? All we get are those moments where we are at peace, and they never last very long. Hell, if I only had one wish, I'd wish to be content for the rest of my life, not rich or famous or having the ability to fly(although this would come close).

Maybe it's because I'm always lacking in energy that I have such a cynical outlook on life. Maybe I haven't been able to find that little bit of happiness everyone else seems to have already. Maybe I'm a closet EMO. Ok, maybe not that. Is everyone just ignorant, or am I the one ignoring.

...Or maybe I just need sleep...yeah...

Cheers